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Wednesday, 16 January 2008

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restless...mind all up in a million places at once...can't think straight...trying to keep my eyes closed, but something calls my brown peepers out of hiding...i answer, and wish i didn't...all i see are imperfections...white turned brown is all i see...what could have, should have, would have been if only i had done another way...is all i see, all i hear, all they say...i'm losing me...i'm losing me...the perfect is beginning to haunt me again...

2 comments:

Honeywell said...

first for once!
ok, i hope everything is ok.... if it is the strain of life and wanting to reach perfection in every area of your life (this is just a hypothesis, if i am wrong, disregard everything i said, except my concern), then you need a break.... just find something that disconnects you from everything else until you are able to forgive yourself for not doing your best and realising that the best 99% of the time cannot be obtained....

i think i just yarned, but whatever...

butterfliesandstars said...

@ honeywell:
thanks dear...sensible yarns oh...
not my whole life...just some parts of it and unneccessary pressure..it's hard to fight all the time.