restless...mind all up in a million places at once...can't think straight...trying to keep my eyes closed, but something calls my brown peepers out of hiding...i answer, and wish i didn't...all i see are imperfections...white turned brown is all i see...what could have, should have, would have been if only i had done another way...is all i see, all i hear, all they say...i'm losing me...i'm losing me...the perfect is beginning to haunt me again...
8 comments:
first for once!
ok, i hope everything is ok.... if it is the strain of life and wanting to reach perfection in every area of your life (this is just a hypothesis, if i am wrong, disregard everything i said, except my concern), then you need a break.... just find something that disconnects you from everything else until you are able to forgive yourself for not doing your best and realising that the best 99% of the time cannot be obtained....
i think i just yarned, but whatever...
@ honeywell:
thanks dear...sensible yarns oh...
not my whole life...just some parts of it and unneccessary pressure..it's hard to fight all the time.
Honey am ot very good with advice, but i think honey well is summed it up very nicely. Relax!!!!
Hope u feel better soon!!!
xxx
i second honeywell's comment and hope u consider it n feel better soon
whats popping here...
first time here, and i am enjoying myself here already....
i am having a crush on you already, how you doing...
Hey dear r u alright? U should talk to someone. This post is really deep n kinda scary.
It seems like I have been saying this a lot today, but will say it again. Please, take it easy. Everyone goes through this.
Take care.
yup, i am crushing seriously.....
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